Tonight I am emotionally drained.
There has been, without stopping, without ceasing, wave after wave, strike after strike and inundation after inundation in my life lately, so much upset and upheaval- almost as if satan wanted to drown me. It’s felt like the whole polar ice shelf melted and all the water 💧 found its way to my house and into my heart and mind. It’s been the most fraught, stressful, stretched and difficult season I can remember facing in a long time – perhaps God was testing me but if that was the case then surely Satan took advantage at every opportunity and made it so much worse… 😥
Tonight God just touched my poor frazzled heart 💔 in a way that only He can, and I am reminded. I am reminded many things I can’t share here but one thing I can say is I remembered why I can’t leave Jesus. I can’t go away from His world. No one else will ever love me like this, no one will ever bear my weaknesses as His own or comfort me at 3 a.m. in the morning when I absolutely can’t make sense of the world, the moment or myself. I am bonded to salvation for life and to any reader who has not yet made the decision to come out of the world and become a son or daughter of the Lord Jesus Christ, all I say to you is the choice won’t always be yours. God won’t always wait for you with open arms as a loving Father who wants His kids to come home. The ark of salvation will shut one day soon and then there will be Hell to pay. We’ll leave this period of grace and forgiveness and move on to Act 2 of the Great Book, which features things that I wish would leave me alone when I sleep.
For now though the doors are still open. Wisdom is crying in the streets: “Give your life to Jesus! It’s no good in your frail hands! Believe on Christ and be saved, for His blood and sacrifice are the complete and total payment for your black and tarry sins. Believe in Jesus and BE SAVED!”
And it’s TRUE. God is waiting but He won’t wait forever. God has enough love to heal, rest and reassure you too, just like He’s done for me today. God can fix what Satan has broken and give you a renewed sense of yourself. Life doesn’t have to be so hard, it is so hard to EXIST in this world without God in the first place, that I simply don’t know how people are pulling it off. I can’t and won’t even dare to try.
I will be back online soon. Just a heads up, the news is not good. Some of it is greatly interesting and some of it eye opening but… so far none of it is good. Do not relax your guard. This blog is of a particular type and nothing on it looks set to change anytime soon so.. I’m just saying so nobody thinks I’ll get back here with news that the Rapture is coming. It’s not.
Also – I want to thank the man who sowed the very first seed I’ve ever received in this ministry since I started a year and a half ago. Mr. A. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for hearing when I asked for help to get a computer, I have one now and I’m so happy. You are the absolute groundbreaking sower to The Master’s Voice, the first to support my blog and other ministry needs, I greatly honour and thank you for being responsive to the Lord’s work in a time when many believe it costs a true worker in Christ’s vineyard nothing to serve Him. That’s so far from it! It costs me from my veins sometimes and it requires great sacrifice but I love the Lord. He saved me when I had nothing offer so why leave His work unfinished? Mr. A you heard and responded; I respect that and I thank you, may God return it back to you 100-fold in this life, without the persecution. 😄
I haven’t checked my email in ages so to anyone who wrote me while I was gone please be patient, I’ll check it soon and get back to you. Someone else also sowed to TMV today, please email me at: firstname.lastname@example.org so I can write you back and tell you thank you properly as it should be. I got a suggestion recently that Paypal may be a better means for donations so if you would like to give this blog support with PayPal please send it using: email@example.com. Amen.
I’m making some changes to the blog so… those will be announced when I’m settled about them and ready to share. God wants to make it better and more effective so I’m doing my best to align my heart with those desires He has for your sake, He wants His words to be taken to heart and heard as far afield as possible. He doesn’t want anybody to perish, He loves all souls and wants us to respond to His call, His love, His compassion, and yes – even His warnings, severity and discipline. God is not one-dimensional and He is tired of being mistaken for Santa. He is a very complicated being who has chosen to reveal Himself in Jesus and in the Bible, it’s the least we can do to take the salt with the sugar and learn how to interact with a composite God who has the right to bless us and also the right to judge, kill and place into hell any soul who is wicked and keeps doing sick and creepy things to other souls on earth. So.
Let’s… agree to accept God AS HE IS not as we wish Him to be, and I guarantee many of us would report more explosive prayer times with God as He begins to take us into His confidence more, because now we’re more willing to accept what He really has to say instead of shutting him up with our “You wouldn’t do that, would you?” storylines.
FACT: If you ask God what He’s going to do instead of trying to silence Him (because you’re scared) by saying “You’re too good, you wouldn’t do that would you!?” – He will absolutely tell you what He would and wouldn’t do.
“Now unto Him who is able to keep you from falling and present you faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding joy, to the only wise God our Saviour be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and forever. Amen.” – (Jude 1:24-25)
Thank you all for still being here.